I thought that you would always be there.  I took you for granted so many times - too many.  I took your heart and ran as far away as I could from you.  Everytime I turned around you were always there welcoming me with open arms.  I went out and had my fun and expected you to sit around and wait for me.  Well tonight I turned around and you were nowhere in sight.  I believe in karma.  I know what goes around comes around, I just didn't know how or when it would come around to me.  In a strange way I am glad that you are moving on, this is the kick in the face that I needed.  At the same time I am torn apart by the words you left me with 'I want to care for you from afar'.  I guess I have no choice in the matter, so I'll let you care for me in whichever what you choose.  I love you more than anything in this world, and I wish to God everyday that things could have turned out differently for us.  I am so sorry for the hell I have put you through.  That is something I can never make up to you.  Well what's done is done, and the truth is the truth.  So I'll say goodbye to you and mean it.

                         Goodbye.